a case of the mondays, well tuesdays
Dec 11th, 2007 by geekgrrl
I have the blahs. I don’t know if it’s because the weather can’t settle, or just that I’m in need of some r&r or what, but I do not want to work.
Ever since I transferred to the new job I’ve gone through periods of high productively and something bordering on the passion I once felt for my job, and the blahs. Part of me is really excited that they think I’m so good at implementing new software that they picked me to be the project manager for our new ERM. Then the cynical part of me wonders if they are setting me up to fail. Really I don’t believe I’ll fail because I think I’m realistic in my expectations of what the software can do, but are they?
The other thing that has me down is the whole admin of the library is fucking dysfunctional it’s ridiculous and I’ve been there 6 years now and I honestly don’t think the way things work is going to change until all the upper admin retires and most of the middle management too. I don’t see myself waiting around for that in the hopes that the libraries will become a magically fairyland of forward thinking.
So anyway, it’s close to the xmas break (1 week, 5 days) so my motivation is low and I’ll probably spend the day catching up on knitting blogs and feverishly hoping to get my ravelry invite (which I’m estimating I’ll actually get the week of xmas). Maybe I’ll work on my morbid past time (more on that later).